It is awake

'I do not dream any more anymore', the man said. In such a way, it sounds like an unprecedented one.

He said a little bit of breath, the man. The deep Arabs looked at me in the eye. Wants to see my feedback

I took it very generally. I said, 'It is difficult to dream dreams in this era. We have no dream of any other. '

The man disappointed me. I was waiting to hear more surprising things. Very secret Something that can be heard by my frown. Curiosity awakens. At least in the beginning, after sitting in front of me, the man gave such a glimpse. He said that he came to me with a very complex and wonderful problem. But now I see, he is a millionaire, one of the middle-aged clerks. I also told him a market breakthrough but meaningless consolation.

'But I did not say that. I do not dream, I mean, I do not dream. I do not dream about sleeping. '

'Have a dream. When you wake up, do not remember that you have dreamed. '

'I do not dream,' the man insisted and said. He is very stubborn and stupid in his neck.

'In that sense we are no one but I do not dream. After sleeping there is only a smoky memory to dream about. I mean I mean, the dream of dreams is a smrtimatra, an incomplete fading memory corruption.

I spoke very philosophically. I noticed, while saying that the weight of my knowledge and wisdom is revealed.

The man said a little bored, 'I do not dream, because I do not sleep.'

'O, you came with a slip Disorder! Parasomania! '

'may be. I do not know these words anymore. '

'When is this problem?'

'Two years.'

'Do not sleep for two years?'

The man shook his head. She is a little leaning towards the front.

'What did you say the word, parasamnya?'

'Hmm.'

'I have heard the word Inmagnan. I did not hear that. '

'Knowing the word is not important. Do not you sleep for two years? '

'Yes.'

'Defeat. You will die! '

The man is silent.

'Is not the problem? Fatigue? '

'No. It is not. '

'To be.' Pre-Frontal Cortex and Temporal Lobe are damaged when sleep apnea occurs. These are the areas of the brain. Then the system becomes random, the thought goes down, the conversation becomes inconsequent. '

The man downs his head. So the forced student, reading to the tutor.

'Look, if you go to a neurologist you would do well. It's a neurological problem. I'm a psychologist. Clinical psychology is my science. Take care of my mind. You have come to me. '

'Going.'

The man said lazily.

It seems that the man will get up again. Arise I have a chase too. Assistant boy gave the holidays. I'll be right now. Before that the driver must call the driver. I look at the clock.

The man stood up on my stance.

'Well, one thing. You came with a sleep problem. But he started talking about the dream. Why? '

'I mean?'

'I mean, you do not sleep, or you say you do not dream. Why? '

The man's face became brighter. As he remembered a forgotten note, he sat again in such a way.

'I have come to say that. Please listen to me carefully. Please.

'Listen. It's our job to listen. But can you speak briefly? Today I have a little chase. '

'I will say very briefly. You will listen carefully. '

The man ran away. I do not see any chase in him. This is not the person to speak briefly.

'You did not say a little earlier, to go to the neurologist?'

'I said.'

'There is no neurologist in the city of Infact, I did not go to whom. There is no diagnostic test for two years, I have not been able to. Nothing caught. How many medicines have been fed No profit. '

I am speechless.

'I think a lot of myself. Tried to understand, where is the problem Thinking a lot ... thinking a lot ... I understand ... after thinking a lot, I've got out, why do not I sleep?

That man stopped saying that. It stops.

The man is expecting a question from me.

I say, 'why not sleep?'

He came in front of the man. His eyes are shining. The breath is heavy. Very low, he whispered, the man said, 'I do not sleep, because I'm actually sleeping.'

That's why the man sat upright. Changes the foot mass. Looking at me by folding my hands on the chest. Notice my reaction.

I do not say anything Looking for a while, looking at the clock's dial. Second prick of the thorns moving forward.

'Can you come back tomorrow?'

'I'll take a few more minutes. Please, let me tell you the whole thing. '

'Tell me.'

'I saw a lot of people, who is asleep, how he would sleep. It is not possible for him to sleep. '

'That's right. So you are asleep? '

'Yes.'

'And asleep, I am talking to me asleep?'

'I'm not sleeping I'm not saying the word. I'm dreaming. '

'Well Shed. Great Are you dreaming that you are talking to me? '

'Yes. I'm actually in a long dream. '

'And that's why you do not dream?'

'Yes.'

'Great! Excellent! 'I am shocked at the house and I laugh.

Seeing this sudden hysterical reaction to me, the man sat abruptly.

'Are you dreaming that you are talking to me at this moment sitting in this house?'

The man is silent.

'That means this room, this table, this flute, the window, the screen of the screen ... the calendar on the wall, the lizard next to the calendar ... these ... this whole world is your dream?'

'Yes.'

'That means I am sitting in front of you, I do not exist? I'm your dream too? '

The man lowered his head. As if I turned to dream, she was a bit embarrassed, ashamed.

I say, 'Hmm. Interesting. Quite Interesting But please tell me, what exactly did you think of this? How did you come to this conclusion? '

'I will explain the whole and explain it. You will hear me patiently. '

'Of course listen. I am very curious. Tell me the time. '

'I feel crazy, do not you?'

'Not at all. Not at all. You came to me I listen to you very carefully. I'm considering everything you do, like me. '

I got up and removed the window screen. The city of the night below the glass. The rain is raining. Street light yellow light, blurry. Headlight lights on the road are sliding on the road pitch.

'Will you eat something, tea, coffee?'

'You can give coffee.'

I make coffee Sit in my chair with the mugata in his hand.

'Have you seen the matrix?'

What did the man think? My question breaks out.

'No. What is that? '

'A movie.'

'Oh.'

I used to sit and sip in the coffee and say, 'Now tell me.'

'What should I say?'

'Tell me how the revolutionary decision came that you are actually dreaming, a long dream?'

'I am saying,' The man also enjoys sitting. 'I work in the Fisheries Department, the first officer's post. Small post More than work. Stay in the staff quarter at Palashi. A couple of years ago, more than ever before. A financial scandal was leaked in my office. Writing in the newspapers. A lot of things An inquiry committee was formed. And most sad that I was convicted of the investigation. But there is nothing to add to this scandal. It's a disaster for me. I got a tremendous emotional shock. There was a drop in my sleeping room inkton. '

'Sleeping medicine?'

'Hmm. I ate forty-five high-paced sleeping pills together. '

The man is quiet for a while. Then began to say again, 'I have survived. I was taken to the hospital unconscious. WASHTOAS is done. After seventeen days my sleep broke. I was in coma. I have known them later I mean, I have been told. '

'Oh, well.'

'It is very weak for some days. Horlicks, fruits are fed. Gradually, I returned to normal life. Let's start the office. But go to the office and see, no one tells the scandal or the investigation. No action is taken against me. I'm a little surprised. I think everyone is trying to hide them because of my suicide attempt. Seeking to find out that such an investigation has never happened or never happened. It takes a little jar. But I think, this is also a strategy not to embarrass me. I decided not to think about it. I return to normal life. There is no scarcity anywhere, no problem. There is only one problem. Insomnië I do not sleep Not at all. One drops do not sleep. Doctor. The doctor first says, the extra sleeping treatment reaction. Slowly it'll be fine. But it's not right. I always wake up. When everyone in the house is asleep, walk through the porch. No sleep, there is no tiredness of sleeping. The result is not so much worried. After a couple of weeks, an incident makes me amazed. '

The man again kept quiet and hoped for a question from me.

'What is that?'
'I travel from home to the public bus. Our office has a pick-drop bus. But it does not fall on my route. As a result, I got the twenty-one number bus from Palashi to the bus. It dropped me in front of my office in the fishery building. The day I was talking about was on Sunday. I got out of the house. The middle eye has to stand on the handle. The crowd gathered in the bus. The bus is not understood to be moving anyway. But the conductor's announcement and the wires of the bus can be said to say when I'm on the road. Once my destination came. I went very quickly to the door. "Sir left behind foot," the conductor warns. I left the left leg before. But I got down. Where is the fish building, where! I'm standing on a railway station platform. The boat that I got from is a train, a green bogey. And it still stands on the platform. Like a banquet someone has changed the world around me, rather than putting a railway station in place of the fisherman's house. People on my side are getting on the train, coming down. I stood stunned and stood still. A blue travel bag in my hand. My wife next to me She looked at me with a crawling eyebrow. "What matters?" The wife asks. I do not talk anymore When a whirl is cut short, I ask, "Where is it?" The wife is surprised. "What is it, do you feel sick?" I sat on a bench in the platform. Talking to the wife, I know that it is a small station on the Dhaka-Natore railway track, named Idrishpur. We have come here to marry one of our relatives. I looked and saw, it was afternoon afternoon. The red brick building in the stationhouse has orange sunshine. How did it happen, I did not get any explanation why it happened. '

'Very simple. Memory loss. '

'I think that too. I mean, that it was on Sunday morning that I went to my office and the whole time memories of the unknown platform went away from my head. So?

'Yes. So.

'Memory loss Insomnia Side Effect That's it to be What else can be explained. After that, the incidents of memory loss were happening regularly. It is very uncomfortable, sometimes it is very difficult to fall under circumstances. But I started to adapt to this situation at one time. The doctors also gave similar advice. But what does the trouble tell me, I found another interesting thing. As far as memory loss happens, the calendar page will be okay? Time will move one-way. I mean, every time I missed the memory loss, I discovered myself later in the period. Suppose, if memory loss happens on Sunday, I will find myself on Monday or Tuesday. But I noticed, it's not always happening. Sometimes the time is going upside down. Suppose, after Sunday, I discovered myself on Saturday or earlier on Friday. This is not to be. '

'It is also possible to explain. It is not possible to make any such conclusion ... that means that you have come to the conclusion that ... '

'I know. These decisions can not be made in any way. But I did not say it all. Then I started to face some deeper problems in my life. Some of the complexities that make it absolutely stupid.

'Like?'

'For example, one day Masud came in our house.'

The man said quietly. If I say this, I will understand the complexity of the incident.
'Who is Masood?'

'Masood is my childhood friend. Classmates of my primary school. At the end of college life, he went to Australia. Live there Sometimes calls.

'What is the problem when Masud comes?'

'The problem is that Australians, not Masud, came to our house, Masud of primary school. Masud read in class. Wearing shorts Age nine or ten years. '

'My God.'

'He came and stayed with me. Eating with me on one table. The story is going on. Not going to Occasionally Australia's Masud phoned. Think about the scene. I'm talking about my forty-plus classmate Masud with Australia in Melbourne. At the same time, the 10-year-old Masud was doing a lot of trouble before me. After all this, one of the most complex events started to make my life shaky. I'm rational people But they do not get any headache. '

My coffee is over Keep the mug down.

'But I do not believe that you are dreaming.'

'I walk through the balcony in the light of the whole night. There's a cane sofa over there. Sit in it Occasionally I hear some conversations in the ears. Unclear But listening well can be understood. A group of people are talking. They are talking in my head. "

'What are you saying?'

'I do not understand all the things. A couple of words or sentences come in the ear. The words "sleep" and "dreams" come in the ears. I think people are surrounded by me. Watching me One day a man asked another person, 'How long will sleep like this?' I can tell ... how do I know how to know, but I can tell, some of them are physicians. I am lying in a hospital bed and I am asleep. Deep sleep Dreaming in sleep When the dream becomes thin, when the sleep becomes thin, I can hear some words from the real world around me. I mean, I was unconscious by eating those sleeping medicines, I have probably gone to a coma, and then I have not slept again. I am asleep in the hospital or on my bedroom bed. This is the only interpretation of all. '

The man took his breath. Let's put a coffee mug back behind. After finishing a long lecture, she should be tired. I have looked at the question-answer and looked at me.

I rub mine throats. Stand up from the chair and go to the window. We look down at the night road. The rain is still raining.

'You are not dreaming. This world is not illusion. Very easy to explain a few things you can understand.

The man is waiting

'Acromatopasia.'

'I mean?'

'You say, what is the word'.

'I do not know.'

Acormatopiasia is a special type of color blindness. People can not make some special colors or colors.

'But what is my relationship with this?'

'There is no relation. I'm just saying that. There is no relationship. It is a word that acromatopasia is a complex medicine medicine. I do not see any possibility of hearing these sounds or listening before. So that dream will not be pronounced in the dream that you see, is not it? But see, I am pronouncing this word in front of you - Acromatopasia, Acromatopasia, Acormatopia.

I used to say the word like a parrot.

The man is silent sitting

'You are dreaming that means I am a part of your dream. I mean, I do not exist. I did not exist before you came to this room. I will not have any existence after you get out of here. So I do not have any memory. But For Your Kind Information, I remember the whole memories of the last 42 years. My mobile phone has saved about four and a half numbers. They are my friends, known. You do not know any of them, you have not heard. My wife is standing two tickets in front of a movie hall one and a half miles from here right now. Waiting for me. As you leave this house, they will not get lost in the air. '

"Go." As he looked at the floor, the man said as an orphan.

'Well, I give you another explanation. Very simple, simple explanation. Suppose that this world is actually a fantasy, an illusion, an imagination. Did you notice, what a terrible thing this world is all about. Every thing here is impossible, every thing is impossible. This is the rain outside. Millions of rain drops are being read separately, each of you has to imagine it separately. Possible? Look at this window screen. Each yarn is sold separately. Possible? '

The man is silent.

Pressing me a little bit.

'Well, thinking that your imagination is always following all the rules of physics. Newton's belief is that, according to all the rules of thermodynamics, Maxwell admits that all the rules and regulations you do not know yet are also accepted. Why?

'I do not know why.'

'Here is the wooden paper wet here. I bought it at the last Baishakhi Mela. It took me that hand in hand. Now if I leave it, it will not be floating. Fall on the ground. It will obey the rules of gravity. According to your words, it is not a matter, a dream element. There is no obligation to follow the rules of gravity. Is there? See that in this Notice. '

I left the paper weight. The word cheat fell on the floor.

The man is shocked. I'm a little shocking. I found I'm behaving a little bit recklessly. I put the paper weight and put it on the table.

The man left a sigh.

'Will I get up now?'
'Yes. Wake up I really have a little chase. But you'll come again tomorrow. I think I need you.

'Do not go to a neurologist?' The man's voice is like a joke.

'No, do not go. You came to the right place. '

The man got up. Let me raise my hand.

We handshake.

'I will wait. Do not pay the serial. I will say Come on, because you leave but this room will be the same. '
The man pushed the door to the door.

'Did you bring the umbrella?'

'No'.

'It is raining outside.'

'I'm not so wet,' said the man, with a hidden joke, that there is no significance in the words.

The man kept his hand on the door.

It seemed to me that someone in my heart is asking so loudly, let's not get out of the house. Something will change somewhere as soon as the man goes.

The man went away.

So far the movie is about to start. I quickly packed the bag. Calling the driver a phone. Do not hold on. It seems asleep in the car.

I quickly took the bag on the shoulder.

Going to the door.

There was an incident at the time.

A piece of my bag stuck on the paper weight wrapped on the table. Paper wetted out of the table.

My face is gone.

Although the edge of the table crossed, the paper wetted on the floor.

Without any resort, it is empty in the zoo.